Aug 5.
sadness is closing in
for the reason that i can’t bear the pain
and the feeling of loneliness
each time i hear the sound of rain
melancholy, that’s the word
a feeling that always disturbs the peace
and what’s left of me
creating turmoil and unease
how can i push through
another day in this mundane life
when all i think are questions
to which i answer with only sighs
listening to music does not help
for when the haunting melody
and strum of lonely guitars play
invites my friend, melancholy
often drowning in my own thought
i sometimes feel so lost and annoyed
by the things i have to do
and things i need to avoid
feeling the need to let go of something
is the thing that creeps into my mind
but each time i want to fee myself
i look back and my feeling rewind
how can i understand
something beyond my mere existence
where do i start again
for my life to make any sense?
each passing day is a burden gone
but the future is bleak in my eyes
for each morning i wake up is another day
nearer to the day i’m destined to die.